To most this is just another date....
Or a reason to celebrate Earth Day....because you know we all want to.
For me, it's a day to stop and remember.
Remember an uncle...that left all too soon.
My Uncle Everett was really a brother.
An uncle only a year older than me.
We grew up 1/2 mile from each other.
He died 1 month shy of his 18th birthday...my junior year, his senior year.
It truly amazes me how 13 years can go by and yet, to me, it seems like just a flash.
I wonder, would Vance and him be friends or cautiously circle each other?
What would he be doing? Farming with Grandpa or have struck out on his own.
Kids?...Most definitely! One does not grow up being the uncle to over 20 nieces and nephews and not have a fondness toward kids.
What would he think of my kids?
Would he come watch them play ball and be present at dance recitals?
In some ways, time just stopped on that day. In my head, he's still almost 18 yrs old....but in real life he would be called Dad. A 31 year old man!
I can't imagine it...but yet I can! I can imagine him working hard, providing for a family, cherishing a wife...really I can and I'm sad. Not for him, but for me b/c I didn't get to see it. Most often I don't dwell on this life altering time in my life...I mean really, who can? You would sink into a depression so deep you could never get out. But today...today I'll allow myself to remember.